Originally Posted by
blue-eyed soul 
i just got so darned mad this morning thinking about all of this and wondering what the heck i was doing, and why i was spending all of this time and energy and effort, know what i mean?
Absolutely. I remember a similar day. I was so angry.
They had recently cut down a tree in our yard, and to take out my anger I went outside and started splitting wood. I split a whole winter's worth of wood, by hand, that day
"Release therapy" - another thing in my toolkit LOL