Thanks for the info, Ananda. I know it's better not to drink at all. But then, easier said than done, as you well know.
I had to pour out all the liquor I had in the house. And I should have done all the beer as well, but I managed to miss a couple in the back of the refrigerator. Accident, or "accident"? Not that I should be drinking the beer, but compared to liquor... yeesh. I can't stop drinking liquor once I start. Last Monday night a friend and I ran up a $585 bar tab. I don't even remember going to the last bar, where most of this happened. If it weren't for a 1-minute long memory, which I wholeheartedly wish had never happened, I would swear we never even went into the last bar. And of course, if I hadn't gone out at all I might still have a little self-respect. Ugh. I guess that's really why I'm here, Monday night I think I faceplanted on rock bottom.