Originally Posted by
drainedwife 
So i think i get it now...its such a hard disease to comprehend ....
So when he says it is honorable for him to risk his health (by using) in order to support his family.....he really believes this because it is the drugs talking, or his addict brain talking...and the same thing when he says that god says its ok and he forgives him.....
I just need to realize this, accept it, and stop trying to reason with him..
I used to believe that way kind of... That I couldn't work without doing meth.
I didn't think of myself as "Honorable" I thought of myself as being trapped, as pretty pathetic. But it is what I believed.
I sure did NOT believe God thought it was okay, or anything of the sort, I believed I was living in the Devils land...
You are right just because he believes thå† does not mean you have to join in on that thinking. And if you do, you are just confirming his beliefs..
You know better... and you deserve better..
