I think I hit my bottom tonight....
I contacted my AH about a couple of things...still holding onto some hope. Wanting to get back to familiarity I suppose.
The conversation turned to me and my "lies" and how I kissed a guy at a bar in May during a separation.
Things escalated and he called me a f'in wh*** one too many times. I clocked him. I was going to apologize and he just kept telling me to go to hell. He said he told his sister to call the cops. I said a few more things and drove home. I don't know if they called the police but if he presses charges I've just farked up my chances at a nursing career.
I've finally had enough. He can't see the real me. He is also drinking again.
Last edited by sunflowerintx; 10-09-2008 at 11:13 PM.