Hi y'all,
I'm still truckin' along... I'm on day 9 now. This time IS different. My every thought is not consumed with, "how long has it been since I had a drink?" and "is there any way I can possibly sneak a drink tonight?" or trying to plan a time when I can drink when no one is around. It's refreshing! Man, that crap just took too much darn energy.
Don't get me wrong - I DO still think about it - but it's not an all-consuming, obsessive thought pattern like it was before. Right now, this moment in time, I don't miss it.
So I guess that last time really WAS different.
Maybe it really WAS the
last time.