****{Bonnie}}}
I am really feeling you right now...I often agonized about wanting our relationship and our family to be normal...but that ship had sailed...but it was heart-wrenching just the same....It took a long time to make peace with how our lives had changed....as I look back, it was a painful time....and a part of the mourning process we all go through as we learn to accept what is....
the time will come for you when this will all be much easier, I promise...and the time will come, I think , when your family will heal and there will be giggles again ..
Grateful