I am reading this post as my half in the bag husband watches football!! I am 6 months sober this week and looking at him drinking has gone from anger, to longing, to disgust, and now pity. I wish he could see how crappy he acts. Is that how I acted? I guess so. Seeing him drink does keep me sober, damn if he is going to make me drink. I try not to be preachy but I am about done with the present situation. I decided to put my sobriety and recovery first and that has been what has kept me sober one day at a time. He tries to remind me of when I was drinking to keep me from critizing him, but I just tell him that was then this is now!
You can do it! Use others drunkeness as your strength. Your proof that you are way better than that!!!!