(((Hope)))
Sorry you've had a rough day, but I think you're attitude is great!!!
When I went back to nursing school, they told us not to take a certain class, right away, if we had been out of school for a while (I'd been out 10 years) because it was a hard class. I took it first anyway, figuring if I couldn't handle it, I wouldn't be able to handle nursing school.
It was hard and I only made a C, but I was determined to do what I thought I could handle, and not listen to the school.
So go for the degree you want. You know yourself, and you are getting better and stronger every day.
Hugs and prayers that tomorrow is a better day for you!
Amy