One of the things that happened earlier was at school. This lady in the office keeps telling me to change my major because she doesn't think I can handle my current one. She was so rude about it. I was pretty discouraged when I left her office.
But I know that I can do it as long as I work hard.
So I am just going to work hard in school. She doesn't know all the hell that I've gone through in the last couple years. I am still there, I am still trying. I know that counts for something. I have a strong spirit inside of me. It's just that I let the light go out for a long time. That was the past. I am making the daily decision to stay sober and although I know that things won't magically get better overnight, at least I won't be digging myself into a deeper hole.
Tomorrow is a new day.
