Hi Mike. I understand how you must feel - it's like you've traded one set of problems for another. Being home should be comforting, not stressful & a threat to your getting well. As Anna said, surely if you talk to your mom about your feelings she'll understand you need some tranquility in order to get yourself together. Maybe you can just stay there until you feel stronger, then think of alternatives. Meanwhile, we're glad to be here for you and part of your recovery.