Welcome Arch! Congratulations on finding a wonderful community of amazing people. We'd love to help you on your journey to getting well, and you'll be helping us too by sharing your experiences. I'm so sorry for the burden you are carrying right now, but brighter days are coming. You never have to feel alone again - and that's the thing that brought me through my darkest days. SR's been a miracle for me, I hope you find it to be the same for you. Love, Joanie