mike
i feel like i owe it to her for the years of sh*t i put her through. but at the same time, i've been really stressed out because of it
the only thing we owe anyone is not doing what we did...
if we dont take care of ourselves, we wont be available for squat...
as mentioned, get the hell out any way you can...
and dont say you cant, because in recovery and sobriety, theres options...
good wishes to you mike...
rz