I understand now that I have a major problem with codependency, with the help of Melody Beatties' books, especially The Language of Letting Go which I read every morning. But I have a long way to go, I struggle everyday to not let people control my life. I still have to get it through my head I am not responsible for others happiness. Also It really bothers me when someone is angry with me, so often I will do whatever it takes to prevent that. Like not being honest, and then feeling sick inside. BUT, with the help of my Higher Power I am slowly getting there. I just want to be true to myself....