thank you everyone. I really needed to hear those words. I just hate the way I am feeling.
I have a question for you all. I went to a couple Al-Anon meetings ( at the same place) and I wasn't impressed or helped. I went in feeling so god awful and wanting to talk and ask questions and at this meeting I never got the chance to speak! both times. I never went back because I didn't find the help I was looking for. Not a good experience for me. So, Is this the way those meetings operate?
I was told to try other ones and I also heard this and that about the other ones like.... You aren't allowed to cross speak etc... Why are these meetings so strict? Where's the help in all this?