Rachel66
Sorry you are having a rough time. It is rough, especially in the beginning. Can you visit with some friends, try an AA meeting, go to a movie . . . You will eventually find there's lots of things to do other then drinking. Drinking kept me locked up in the house. I couldn't go anywhere while I was drinking. I didn't want anyone to come over because I was drinking. Drinking isn't the friend. It makes us so lonely. I can feel your pain right now rachel. Be kind to yourself and post as much as you need to. PM me if you want. I'll check in. If you have someone you can call do that too. Don't isolate yourself.