ur not alone - i am overcome by uncontrollable sobbing, shaking, u name it - and i was doing so well! as soon as i got in my car and saw it was 3:30, all i could think about was going by the liquor store. i'm a total mess right now. it's friday - what else do ya do on a friday nite besides party? the "old" me would have been well on my way to a good buzz by now. this is gonna be a horrible nite, but i'm going to do it. i don't know how, but i'm going to. hang in there girl! believe me, ur not alone!