Wish you the best, money issues were tough for me at times. Indeed it does feel like that everything happens all at once, especially bills. Once I expressed my financial insecurity at a meeting, getting hit with the financial wreckage of the past, someone said "God never gives us more than we can handle", I wanted to slap the taste out of their mouth.
At times I think the same way, dude I am being good, why are things still hitting me from all sides? But the wreckage and past deeds does not go away with physical sobriety.......sucks, but it is what it is.
Good Luck,
C