My gosh! Do I identify with you.
My money problems sometimes seem insurmountable. But when I stay in the present moment, and don't think about the past or, worse yet, the future...I can remain in some semblance of calm.
Check into food pantries. They don't ask many questions and getting some stuff to stock your cabinets with can help a bit.
You are not alone. Thank you for ranting...it helped me.
