I drank to self-medicate...I have issues that must be addressed or I'll never beat this thing. I know in my heart of hearts that merely abstaining and quitting a negative job and getting back to my art and changing my routine is not enough. There. I've admitted it on SR.
I've gained about 5 pounds in the last month because I've been shoving my face full of food because I keep telling myself I cannot drink. My physical health is going to crap again. I need help. I don't feel like my mind is repairing...I feel like I did before when I was living alone...I can't do this anymore.