Thanks emmer and IO storm!
being sober has made me take a step back and really look at things. I know its only been 10 days, but still...I really want it this time. I actually spent a weekend sober...do u know how long its been since i have done that? A long time. I have quit so many times before, as everyone else has, but this time is different. This time it seemed like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. And I am grateful for that! Im grateful for everyone on here that I have encountered so far for being so nice and warm. Im glad I found this website.