Originally Posted by
least 
I tried and failed at maintaining sobriety so many times I really thought I was hopeless. But I finally "got it", and so can you. For me I just was so sick and tired of being sick and tired, and wanted to stay sober more than I wanted to drink.
This is so me. I finally "got it" one day and just did it. It wasn't really that hard once I decided, like least, that I wanted to stay sober more than I wanted to drink. I am on Day 19 today!