A part of me thinks that because I did my share of substance feels that I belong in an NA meeting... and yet I was able to just quit. I went through HORRIBLE withdrawals, but I had addict friends tell me the withdrawals would go away, so I waited them out. It is so strange how I have the strength to walk away from that, and yet not this... Tell me that is not weird, because it really blows my mind how this addiction comes in many forms.