and no one knows, i have no one to cry to 'but all of you... all i can get it cyber hugs, and that is nice, but i wish i could just lay and cry in someones arms... i know i have my higher power, but i really wish right now i could go to my mom and cry. (she would only yell at me and say how i have problems that i would allow myself to get this upset, i have accepted that, and my mom is not the type to cry to or hug.) god i am so sad right now, its just another nail on the coffin.