Wishing you a more pleasant day today....
But, so glad that you had those feelings yesterday for many reasons.
You have such a wonderful relationship with your mom;
And you're able to feel.
Remember, even when times are tough, as they were yesterday for you, all things will pass. Sounds trite when you're in the middle of those sad feelings, but, it always remains true.
And, no, I won't ask about the mop!!!
Shalom!