Welcome to a great place for support. It took me four months after joining here to finally achieve some decent sober time. But today I'm 74 days sober and happy about it with no desire to drink.
Medical advice may be a good idea, at least talk to your doctor and tell him/her you want to stop drinking. Take it one day at a time, one hour or minute at a time if you have to, and you can get and stay sober.
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