Hi Brandnewday,
Don't be too hard on yourself - it sounds like you have a lot going on with meetings,therapy and withdrawals (well it sounds like that to me). You are being honest and asking for help. Time takes time even though us humans want everything to be resolved and sorted right now!
It will get better if you stay clean. If you stay clean you won't have to go through all this again. They say in the rooms that the good news is we get our feelings back and the bad news is we get our feelings back. I'm sure you and your g/f can get through this. Have Faith, believe in yourself that YOU can do this. Good Luck and Keep Coming back!
