you have to be completely honest with your doc if you want the best help possible. if you want to go in with motives other than getting well then tell him what you want him to hear. you know that answer to this. he's a doctor. he can't treat if he doesn't have the facts. most times it's ten times worse in our heads than it really is when we out ourselves. there is freedom in complete honesty. trust me they have seen worse than you. it's what they do.
keep posting.