Trish, Congratulations on your 90 days!!! My daughter who is 22 and has 4 months clean has told me that she feels the same way. She works, goes to meetings and just hangs around at home. All of the young people around here party and she can't do that anymore. She feels sad and lonely and told me that she wishes that she could just do things like normal kids do. But she can't. You just keep putting one foot in front of the other and things will get even better. Hugs, Marle