Least: Thank you.
The artist thing and women I've been dating: My experience is when it gets to the "serious" point, women need stability. I can't really offer that. I don't have a 9-5 job. I'm a working actor. That does not instill confidence in anyone. I have to work out all day and and I have to save any extra money. I have to be a certain weight, I have to be a certain height. Basically, my job is my relationship, that's why I want to change. I just feel like I can only offer the "excitement" part of an early relationship, but nothing deeper and for real. Women do not like "gone for three weeks." Even if they could join me, "Gone for three weeks" is my life.
BTW, I will be gone for three weeks in early October. I will try to check in.
I guess I feel that if I had something steady, I would be in a position of stability and then someone might have a child with me. Which is really all I want at this point in my life.