Hey Conk. Welcome to our recovery community.
If you have tried sobriety many times before, and found you couldn't succeed, why not try something different? The internet can be a great tool, and this site has been a great source of strength for me; but, like anything else, it's only as good as what you put into it. Many people will be by to share their experience, strength and hope, but without you taking action, it will be useless.
I hope you stick around.