(((Baxter)))
When I think of all the money I spent on dope, I could have bought a house...with cash. Now that I'm struggling like crazy to pay bills, it's hard not to beat up on myself.
What's done is done. In your case, you thought you were doing the right and loving thing..you didn't know any better. In my case, unfortunately, I was just pretty stupid.
Sometimes I have to remind myself that I can't change what is done...all I can do is try not to let it happen again.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy