Hey Loner, venting is a good thing, never underestimate the value of a good vent,
lately I have been using another forum to get the frustration out, I agree with freedom that there are more and more opportunities using the internet I am on SSI and it helps, but nowhere near enough if I want to keep my house and shop that I hope to get back to someday. I was doing consulting work and taking some online technology courses on
the internet before the depression started to drain all my strength and will to work, study, or accomplish anything good for myself, the procrastination is so self defeating, thatthere are days I just can't push through it anymore, but I hope that someway I will find the strength to pick up where I left off, It just seems that it is so far from where I am at today, maybe tomorrow, just hang in there, vent a little, pray if that is something that you could do, and watch and listen for some answers,you never know where they will come from.