Hi odaat, :ghug3
I only had one sponsor and she stuck with me through thick & thin...good or bad...!!!
I made mistakes & worked some of my steps a different way than she suggested but I did work them & used the AA Program in my daily life. I have been sober a long time & my sponsor moved to another part of the state so I don't see her much...maybe once a year or talk with her on the phone.
I find a lot of personal help here on Sober Recovery by reading the posts & replying if I feel I can add some personal experience. This has helped me a lot and it is a place where I can share a lot of my feelings. :ghug2
I hope you can decide what you want to do. A sponsor isn't all there is...a lot of the work has to be done by you when you are ready to get involved in the program. I needed to want my sobriety more than anything else in my life and that is how it worked for me.
kelsh