I was so hopeful that the methadone and the counseling he received at the clinic was his turning point. Oh well, who am I to say what his HP's plan is...maybe he needs to fall a little further without me there to pick him up. I can't help but be afraid he will OD or something though. But, and I know this sounds terrible, but if that happens I would rather not be there to see it.
Is it wrong of me to wish that he would have been able to keep smoking pot and then perhaps he wouldn't have turned to the xanax? No need to answer that, I already know the answer...ugh, I'm almost as sick as he is...lol