Hi Jules62,
I want to thank you so much for posting this thread. It brought me to tears this morning, literally, and was finally prompted me to post for help on this forum. I have been so fearful to ask for help for so long. But I really understood that moment, with the wine when you threw it away. I was not so strong, though. I have threw some away and ended up buying more very quickly. I admire you for your honesty and I am so thankful!
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