exhaustedwife

Just wanted to say hello. I'm new to this and hope someone can shed some light on my situation. My husband is a crack addict and was clean 8 yrs. before we were married. We've been together 3 years now and to my surprise he relapsed Nov. last year. He did go into a program and stopped for maybe 2 months if, I don't even know now. But, he's using again. Still goes to his meetings yet still using and I'm ready to leave. What not because he's still using because I was and am willing to stick by him but because he's starting to be mean and treating me bad. I feel as though I'm going crazy just trying to deal with this now. Please any advice