Having A Really Hard Day!
Hi! I am having a really hard day and I need your help. Last night, my sponsor called me and fired me! It was so weird! I have been sober for 4 1/2 months, I graduated from treatment, I go to an AA meeting almost every day, I did everything she asked me to do! She just told me a week ago that I was the most "willing" sponsee she has ever worked with! WTF???
I was shocked when she said she didn't want to work with me anymore. She kept saying "it's just not working!" over and over! I tried to get a reason out of her and finally she said some BS like, "it's not you, it's me!" WTF??? Then she said "I am firing you in a loud voice and hung up on me!"
I have poored my heart out to this woman. I worked steps 1-7 with her for goodness sake! How can she just drop someone like a piece of garbage? I have huge abandonment issues and she knew that! The good news is, I have a new sponsor already, the bad news, I am depressed, angry and hurt.
Can you help?
:wtf2