((maggie))
Wonderful words of love and encouragement from Moms and others have been expressed before me. Just reading them made me feel better, I hope they did for you as well!
I'm another Mom dealing with the same struggles and I send a prayer for serenity your way. As you said, your son is safe now. Hopefully he is where his HP wants him and he will learn what he needs to in his own time, in his own way. Keep taking care of yourself.