maggs....:ghug2 its cuz your a mom , just becuz hes done what he's done dont mean one stops caring . as a parent we love our child no matter what , and dont like to see them in such a dismay . but sometimes its gotta be " tuff love " for them to get the help they need , he may not be happy at this point w/ you or anyone for that fact . but god willing he will thank you in the end and relize you did what you need to do . I know its not easy and at least like you said hes safe and off the streets and cant get into any trouble or use drugs inside. things will be ok .. you will see .. and i miss u!