Originally Posted by
audrakay1969 
Now I just have one vice....alcohol. I wonder if I have to give this up, what else is there to look forward to? It's very scary to me. But I know there is more to life that alcohol.
I feel I can relate to that. It was scary for me first facing sobriety. I had a similar thought process, if I give this up, what do I have? It's different now. I don't really know if I can explain. I used to cope and escape from various stuff. And, it was scary to give up that "coping" (albeit unhealhty) skill, and at times it hurt on an emotional level. Yet now...looking back, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
:ghug