Hiya, Soup!
Well, the avitar, I found on google. I just put on the image mode for a rainbow and a lighthouse. The rainbow is a symbol for my dad who passed away 6 years ago; the lighthouse for my son who is a heroin addict. It is to show him the way home...
The other one, I honestly can't remember where I got it from!
You can try googling it. But, my friend Ann put in the word IMAGINE for me, cuz, that's my signature line.
Good luck with the depression and such...
Let us know how it's going!
Shalom!