Welcome to the site! I came here in March wanting to get and stay sober but only today I have 49 days sober. I too have stopped and started back up more times than I can remember. But I'm finally serious about sobriety and determined to stay sober.
You can get and stay sober too! Lots of support and understanding here. We're all trying to win over our addictions. Please come back here often to read and post and get support and info!
Welcome to the site!:ghug3