Welcome YNK !
There are just tons of support here.
You are not alone in this.
My little suggestion is to get a copy of the book "Alcoholics Anonymous", The "Big Book" of AA.
No, it is not really big or huge or anything, one of the original copies was printed on the cheapest paper available (which was very thick) because they didn't have enough money to afford better paper. So, the book was thick and heavy and the name "big Book" stuck!
You can order it online, find it in almost any book store, or you can get one at any AA meeting (they are simply given to a new person or sold for cost).
You can also keep checking in here for support.
I try to check in here and at least read some posts every day. It just helps me to keep my head on straight.
I will have been sober a year next month and this site has been a fantastic resource!
I wish you peace and love and light,
Groucho