thanks guys.
Yes, today I'm back to working on my house. I'm not doing too badly. Not obsessively thinking about him...
i've also been making plans and building in many ways for my future as I'm in the process of losing my current job.
I've been watching the show "what not to wear". I've never realized how many women out there don't dress well, just like me, and who can really do wonders for their self-esteem and become empowered by simply treating themselves to clothing and shoes that show the world they care about themselves. So I'm slowly training myself to look for clothing and pretty shoes that fit my body. I do deserve this, and for too long I've not believed that.