Originally Posted by
good_luck 
I am certainly happy, but I also feel like there is a really ice-cold part of me, that is protecting me.
Today, I would just take out "really ice-cold" from this sentence. Lately I have stopped analyzing every little detail of my life, why I do what I do, am I icy, am I hot, etc.
I am also happy with my life and enjoy dating.
Have a great life!!!!!