LOL Gravity I had to reread your post a second time to get what you were saying!
I sometimes get a bit scared when things are really going well, I will get those thoughts as well. The thinking that kept me drinking slowly sneaks back in, telling me "Dude your doing good, you can skip your home group meeting, or not go to that newcomers meeting, it is a big meeting, they won't even notice you didn't show, why go to the meeting in the re-hab, you probably will never see them again any how, they are from all over the country. I don't need to call my sponsor and talk, everything is going fine and he has 19 years so he don't need me calling him, you don't need to return that sponsee's call, he has other folks numbers..........
It is then that I need the program most I have found, these are the times when to not reat on my laurels, I need to go to meetings and work with others the most to where I can help others by sharing my joys and also to rejoice in the new found freedom of others.