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Old 08-25-2008, 07:12 PM
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zendust
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Strange place...

I'm having a hard time feeling grounded lately.

My eighteen-year-old son just moved out. I'm having huge financial problems. My ex owes over $88,000 in child support. He fled the state due to a warrant for his arrest in this matter. A year ago I finished 48 weeks of chemo. Couldn't work and went through my savings to keep my son and me fed, clothed and sheltered. Now I'm nearing bankruptcy.

Yet there is much good stuff too. The treatment worked and I have my health back. I'm am teaching more and more therefore a slight increase in my income is on the horizon...but I may have to move because I cannot afford this place.

I dunno...everything just seems to be in a state of major transitions. I feel like I've been swept up by a current and can't see dry land.

Just had to share. If anyone has any input or experience to share, would be glad to hear it.

Thanks.
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