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Old 08-24-2008, 06:22 PM
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Thanks for the thread chiy!

I can sit here in the house, clutter all around, laundry needing done, yard work needing done and feel so totally bored that I won't lift a finger to accomplish anything. Sometimes it gets to the point that it's so overwhelming I can't start because I can't see the end in sight. Sometimes I just sit in it. I feel the boredom. I do that rather then chase it away like I used to with drugs and alcohol. I get the experience of "so this is what I was running from for so many years".

After sitting bored I have to be honest though. My life is not boring because I've been given a boring life, it's boring because I'm making it boring! There's something I need to do that I'm not doing....right now I think it's whites...

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