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Just got sad over my brother for a minute.
I seen his mug and my heart broke.
He looks like a corpse.
But just as noone could change me. I cant change him.
Unfortunatley..He will be a lifer. And I know its not good to say. But it is true.
He wont change because he doesnt want to.
All I can do is hope he does someday. And that he does it before he dies behind his addiction.
But I also have to accept that I cant let his circumstances bring me down. And accept he will probably never stop.
But I will always be there for him no matter what without helping him kill himself.
Just makes me sad.