Weird. I'm not living under a bridge or doing time for a DUI but... this is bottom. It's on the inside mostly, but it's my bottom.
Last night was different. My body was drunk but my brain didn't do that euphoria thing it used to. Actually it took me to a really scary place. It's not good to go there with a malfunctioning frontal lobe.
I can't drink again.
I feel really isolated from the world today so this post is just really to say to somebody, "I'm here"
If that makes any sense.
Love you all, hope everyone is doin ok.